03 May

It’s fitting that I’ve been watching Angel, since I’ll be moving back to LA in the fall.

In Season 2, there’s an episode called “Reprise,” in which Angel steals a ring that allows him to travel across dimensions. At the end of the episode, he asks to be taken to the “Home Office,” a thinly-veiled metaphor for Hell. Here’s the scene. Holland Manners was a lawyer who was killed off earlier in the season, and comes back:

Holland is standing in the open doors of the elevator slowly clapping his hands.
Angel walks slowly closer.
Holland: “Congratulations. Great victory.”
Angel: “You’re…”
Holland: “Holland Manners.”
Angel: “…not alive.”
Holland: “Oh, no. I’m quite dead. Unfortunately my contract with Wolfram and Hart extends well beyond that. (Gives Angel a big smile, then motions his head) Hop on in. You certainly earned it.”
Angel slowly steps in, looking at Holland, who laughs.
Holland: “No. Not a ghost here. No, it’s just me. Dead me. (Pulls the collar of his shirt aside to show Angel Darla’s bite marks, then reaches for the elevator buttons) See? – Home office, wasn’t it? I should mention the trip is one way.”
Angel stands in the elevator looking out, not saying anything.
We see a homeless person pushing a loaded down shopping cart across the plaza in front of the elevator.
Holland: “Well, if there are no objections, I suggest we get going. It is rather a long ride.”
Holland pushes the ‘down’ button. The doors close and we see the elevator descending down the elevator shaft.
Angel and Holland are standing side by side in the elevator as the lights from the floors it is passing flash by and typically annoying elevator music plays in the background.
Holland: “Well, this is exciting, isn’t it? (Smiles) Going straight to the source. – So, what’s the big plan, Angel? Destroy the Senior Partners, smash Wolfram and Hart once and for all?”
Angel: “Something like that.”
Holland: “Hm-mm, now tell me just what do you think that would accomplish? In the end, I mean.”
Angel: “It’ll be – the end.”
Holland: “Well, the end of you, certainly. But I meant in the larger sense.”
Angel: “In the larger sense I really don’t give a crap.”
Holland: “Now I don’t think that’s true. – Be honest. – You got the tiniest bit of ‘give a crap’ left. Otherwise you wouldn’t be going on this Kamikaze mission. Now let me see, there was something – in a sacred prophecy, some oblique reference to you. Something you’re supposed to prevent. Now what was that?”
Angel: “The apocalypse.”
Holland: “Yes, the apocalypse, of course. – Another one of those. Well, it’s true. We do have one scheduled. And I imagine if you were to prevent it you would save a great many people. Well, you should do that then. Absolutely. I wasn’t thinking. – Of course all those people you save from that apocalypse would then have the next one to look forward to, but, hey, it’s always something, isn’t it?”
The elevator shaft and cable dissolve as the elevator continues to plummet into a hellish red glow.
Angel: “You’re not gonna win.”
Holland: “Well – *no*. Of course we aren’t. We have no intention of doing anything so prosaic as ‘winning.'”
Holland laughs and for the first time Angel turns his head to glance in Holland’s general direction.
Angel: “Then why?”
Holland: “Hmm? I’m sorry? Why what?”
Angel: “Why fight?”
Holland: “That’s really the question you should be asking yourself, isn’t it? See, for us, there is no fight. Which is why winning doesn’t enter into it. We – go on – no matter what. Our firm has always been here. In one form or another. The Inquisition. The Khmer Rouge. We were there when the very first cave man clubbed his neighbor. See, we’re in the hearts and minds of every single living being. And *that* – friend – is what’s making things so difficult for you. – See, the world doesn’t work in spite of evil, Angel. – It works with us. – It works because of us.”
And with that the elevator comes to a screeching halt.
The doors open and Angel looks out to see a homeless person pushing a loaded shopping cart across the plaza in front of the Wolfram and Hart Office building in LA.
Holland: “Welcome to the home office.”
Angel: “This isn’t…”
Holland: “Well, you know it is. – You know *that* better than anyone. Things you’ve seen. Things you’ve, well – done. You see, if there wasn’t evil in every single one of them out there (Angel watches as some people in the plaza start yelling at each other) why, they wouldn’t be people. – They’d all be angels.”
The glove drops from Angel’s right to land on the floor of the elevator and Angel slowly shuffles out of it.
Holland calling after him as the doors close: “Have a nice day.”

What strikes me about this scene is how heartbreakingly poignant its message is. We’re brought up to believe in good and evil, with good always seeking to do away with evil, but the fact of the matter is, like everything in life, good can’t exist without evil. Absolutes must co-exist. If they don’t, they are rendered meaningless. We can’t have good without evil, freedom without repression, right without wrong.

Of course, the definition of absolutes is problematic as well. Maybe it’s just all on a spectrum, and trying to define the extremes simply complicates everything.

Also hits close to home for me, as they’re saying LA is hell here. Of course it is.

Leave a comment

Posted by on May 3, 2010 in Uncategorized


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: